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Coal Sea & Fire

by Pelican Jones

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1.
Deadwood 04:05
I will walk, through the deadwood and through the silence, and scattered leaves below Not knowing where to go and this place could very well become home  I feel I'm lost,... Yeah... I know I'm lost...  and would you have me, climb the tallest tree?  And map out the trail to be free... only to find peace in my own company?  Loud bright? I'll stay...  in the cool Dark, for Today Anyway, it's all the same I'll decay in my own way,  anyway its all the same....  Yeah I know, Yeah I know you'll lead  to pastures, of every-growing green to life from an ever-flowing stream,  or is that just the song we sing into the deep?  Do I follow? Like a sheep atop your hill?  Doing nothing, except waiting on your sign? And I don't want to love you out of fright, or the escape of ever lasting night.  I know that you'll leave me High and Dry You need to believe me,  I know that you'll leave me High and Dry  You need to believe me...  I'm afraid that you'll leave me 
2.
It's taken hold of me again  I cracked a smile to fit in  Oh this jealousy it binds me "God dammit don't appear unsightly..." Maybe one day this'll stop, maybe one day I'll be free To be here with you, hear the stories you tell  Love them Well, even when they're not about me  Constant worrier be okay open up your ears to what they have to say numbered are the days we have together So keep steadfast my dear bellwether  Everyone's got everything, and nothing happens (I'm insane)  Maybe one day this'll stop, maybe one day I'll be free To be here with you, hear the stories you tell  Love them Well, even when they're not about me 
3.
Ben 04:32
I knew we'd always dig a hole, when we were young, we'd always say that we would When we'd talk ways of building caves out in the yard, I never knew,  That it was just your escape  The ground's to hard for me break, but you could dig and dig and dig,  and no more I could do I got no more I could do The filthy mess... that VHS, and my stomach hurt, and Idol up on the shelf and I knew it stung when the leather cracked and the corner wall... I could only hear your defeat and as I watched with sealed lips, I wish that I could have stolen you but no more I could do I got no more I could do We learned things so premature, and our tiny hearts, abandoned hope of return Then you were called up to the clouds and I didn't know but yet another truth with which I'd comes to terms  and though the spirit it ascends, the body rests and whats funny then,  is that the biggest hole we ever made, was something that neither of us could escape and no more I could do,  No more I could do...
4.
Where did all the people go?  I built this castle upon your stone Despite the changing winds, this empty room I'm in This iridescent truth, are you changing colors once again?  Where did all the people go?   I was told I was a cog in serving greater things to fill His chapel full of names, to get them all to think the same and share a venomous disdain  when She tells us that the turns have changed So where did all the people go?  I will walk through the backwoods listening for you silent call  and despite the plans being made, I'll reside in a cave listening back to my own voice...  "have I ever really loved another?"  Cause the more you choke out your desires, the more you'll surely be admired You'll watch the world consumed by fire  holding your reward, your throne, your plenty...  Where did all the people go?  I was sold the straight and narrow road
5.
I can't stop telling all the pretty flowers that their blooms are not as beautiful as I remembered them to be And even if their seasons changed and scarcer be their living rain I'm not quite satisfied with how it is they've tried... I can't stop telling all the pretty flowers that their blooms are not as beautiful as I remembered them to be and even when their season's changed with beauty stretching frantically, the glory of the colorful and variations haven't etched their name,  In the palms of my hand And everyone I know, says "Oh how you've grown"  But I'm just cursing stones for being thrown.  If I were chose to craft a rose and sew the ground some better clothes Id think myself to be the best and weed out any help you'd give  and direction if it's gently gave can lead the chained down to a flame, that'll melt the link and from the ash and we'll dance as if we never were ashamed, we never were ashamed! Still, everyone I know, says "Oh how you've grown"  and I'm just cursing stones for being thrown.  I'll bleed, all my words I'll bleed everything I say There is heaven in the lily fields May the living and rotting make me heal
6.
Running Thin 04:57
What's this fear, that stirs my tongue? Is this you? or the breath from my fathers lungs?  Why do we, fill our chest's with heaviness pushing through the wilderness?  to find a fortress we've built  our lock and wall, will leave you to the wolves.  The chirping of nocturnal bugs,  the heavy lids  the present...tense the quiet of the moon above we're different... are we different?  Should I kneel?  and just accept the way and give away the power of my voice?  I think I'll fall in line, a different time, the wild called  and I will journey on Our conversations' running thin  frozen to the chair pulling at your hair the quiet of the moon above  are we just the same?  but with different names? We Love the same, We chase the same  ....But our words and hearts are worlds apart. 
7.
Broken Arm 04:01
Oh little lightning bug floating in my yard, I feel like you've been here once before the pattern in the wind with the ascension and the fall like incisions made but hidden out of view.  Oh little lightning bug...  I was walking in the dusk after a long day outside,  humidity like blankets hanging on the line and in the yard on my way in the house before I touched the door  I tuned my ear to the beginnings of a scar... Oh little lightning bug...  Your bioluminescence like the rhythm of my pulse when I turned the knob and found out it was locked,  and the yells and screams and panic that I heard inside my walls,  I had forgot but soon my house would turn to rot Oh little lightning bug...  I had forgot that chasing lightning bugs on my trampoline had made me fall and in 2 places broke my arm and for years there were those nights we didn't know if we would eat and I had never know that your tears were cause of me.  Oh little lightning bug, floating in my yard I know now that you've been here once before this pattern in the wind with the ascension and the falls  like incisions made but now I clearly see. 
8.
Patience 05:03
There's a restlessness to see when all my sands fall still  If every woe was chemical or if demons really plagued me so...  If sleeplessly they press against me, driving hell with fire and nail  and army built to conquer soul, to kill a heart and curse a mind.  Are there shadows in the walls? Named worry all along?  Or is it just my flesh, designed to worry days way A pattern deep within a chain, of generations stacked up high? So do sleeplessly I pace my bedroom, hoping for what can't be changed?  Or is there an army built to conquer should, to kill the heart and curse my mind?  Are there shadows in the walls? Named worry all along?  The gallows parched and waiting still at every turn and act of will  The hallow's marched with eyes to kill and I will be patient still... I will be patient still I will be patient still... 
9.
Enemy 04:55
Since I was young,  shading me with your leaves,  inviting me,  to be fed and rest with you You'd teach me the ways,  to navigate this maze,  of a world ablaze,  always pushing me, to follow...  I am not your enemy you can burn me all away.  I am not your enemy, and together we will decay.  And now I've grown, branches of my own,  and I'm not alone but Im smothered here with you.  And If I decide,  to find another orchard to reside,  I'll be cast aside Never again to meet your eye,  please list me all my crimes.. I am not your enemy, you can burn me all away I am not your enemy, and together we will decay.  Why do we have to grown apart?  We are still just kin at heart...  I'm growing old and so are you You're still my family,  despite what's true.  You are not my enemy,  Burn me all away... I am not your enemy,  together we will decay.. 
10.
When the coal touched my lips everything became white The scales and scabs of my past tempering years, shriveled and dried  The milestone of guilt around my neck, dragging me into the deep  was cut and removed as the smoke kept billowing in.  And no more am I  Then my sea began to dance, and everything became black The pillars and stones of my house upon the rock, scattered and crumbled and the principals held with all my might, keeping me from caving in were turned into dust as the wind kept billowing in.  And no more am I   Then the fire destroyed the town and everythings a shade of grey the bricks that we laid gave away and all that remains, is coal sea, and fire and the empires grasp on whom we pray, demanding "You will love us first"  is chaff from his winnowing breath, now billowing in...  and no more am I no more am I  What more am I?  What more am I? 

about

Coal Sea & Fire is the debut album from Pelican Jones.

It's an exploration of self discovery and painful realizations, the effects of weird fringe church cultures post participation, and hopeful declarations about the future.

What have I been?
Where am I now?
Who do I hope to be?

It's dedicated to everyone.

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released October 5, 2018

Joey Chance- Singer/ Songwriter/Producer
Tyler Heath- Producer/Mix Engineer
Austin Morrow- Mastering Engineer/Mix Engineer- 'Broken Arm'
Matthew Hagerman-Recording Engineer/ Songwriting Consultant
Drew Griffith- Producer/Arrangement- 'Broken Arm'
Chad Jaso- Bass
Zack Wiggs, Maggie Heath, Josh Heinlein- Back Up vocals
Jenna Luecke- Album Art

All my good good friends and family-constant love & support

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Pelican Jones Austin, Texas

I live in Austin, I love playing and writing music with friends. My musical influences are many and range from early 2000's hardcore to choral arrangements from Swedish composers.

You can get me to do most things if a good meal or a good dessert is promised in exchange.

I hope you like this album and share it with people you love.
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